Life as an individual on this globe we call earth... my tormented life continues

Sigh... just had my supposedly "farewell dinner" with the Photography Club but it turns out only 1 ex-member came, Thank You Bazil (SJS Photography Club ex-President)... lol... as President i felt really guilty of dragging my committee and members to it... Sorry guys... Really Sorry!!!... Sorry bout you guys havin to spend RM17.70 to eat at Hartz Chicken wen we can eat @ Mcdonalds for RM10... SORRY!!!!

ugh!!... now tat tats over and off my shoulders all i can and must focus on is my upcomin Annual Gathering Camp (AGC)... which is on the 8th till the 12th of DEC... with the 6th of DEC bein my bday... well... can't wait to pass through the torment of AGC... jus to be with her.... for once... sigh...

Anyways... tomorow (Friday 28th Nov) I am goin to KL... Gud rite... not to me!!... coz I am really quite busy... I was actually planning to do a group meeting for AGC durin my stay @ KL... which I can't coz i go KL... even if i did ask my assistant group leader to lead but i was scared tat the meeting won't go anywhere... add to tat my seniors might think i am not responsible...

I rather stay at home than go to KL... I mean y... everything's here... and cheap too... wen ur at KL or anywhere, ur considered a tourist... and all the tourist can do is rely on town stuff which is expensive... u get wat i mean or not...

It's like u livin in Kuching, u'r very familiar with the place... like my F3 sejarah text book, u noe Kuching's "selok-belok"... thus u noe the cheap spots... safe spots and a great vantage point... Like say the best ABC is at Tabuan Jaya (used to be) and best place to eat seafood is @ Pending or Airport Road's behind Siang-Siang...

If ur goin to another place where there's a possibility ur considered a tourist... u won't noe these stuff... all you can depend on is flyers and promotions... and a lil bit of gossip too... thus u might lose a lot of money... the best thing u could do is to find ur fren hu lives there... but in my case my family doesn't... all u noe is stuffs from ur radio (possible) like the one advertisement sayin Mutiara Damansara bein renovated or sumthing... and Harvey Normans *sumthing* store...

Nex thing... KL seems so congested... it's the holidays... i wanna relax... and walk free.... add to that @ KL... there's the term "shop till you drop"... I don't want to shop, I like to live simple... and i will not drop... i would rather sit and relax...

and I am gonna miss the last of Youth Gathering tis year... hv fun u guys... take pics for me ya?

So tats my tormented life... Let me repeat wat I am gonna hv...

1. KL trip (28th Nov-4thDec)
2.My B'day (6th Dec)
3.AGC (8th-12th Dec)

add to tat for AGC's performance I am gonna sing... while playing a guitar... and you all shud noe... i dun play guitar... my instrument is my Canon 400D...

Thank fully I am playin a simple song... which is though for a beginner... with only 1/4 practice done... i still nid a whole afternoon to perfect my skills... God please let me play and sing well... please...please... onegai shimas....

so... with tat... i'll end tis blog post... while thinking of her... sigh.... thanks for readin guys...
really nid tis to get of my chest....

P.S. - I won't be back till next month... lol... not really... i'll be bk on the 4th of Dec... so i'll real your comments later ya...


Hasta La Vista!!
(me nt gonna enjoy KL)

got tagged

Tagged by Isaac Joel

tag about your hobby and anything else

1. Name:Damien Dellon / damn93 /DJ93
2. Hobby/Hobbies: Photography
3. are the items needed in your hobby expensive: No
4. Do you think you can make money with your hobbies: Yes
5. What is your future occupation: Freelance Photographer
6. Do you choose your hobby because your friends do the same before you: A lil...
7. what do you predict in 2 years time: Que sera-sera... wateva will be, will be... the future is not ours to see, Que sera-sera
8. Do you tend to act childish: a bit
9. Do you believe that anyone can be a millionare: Yes... we can hv a million frens
10. Do you enjoy life: Yup... as long as my frens dun play Fall For You infront of me
11. As you get older, do you think ur hobby will be gone? nope...
12.How often do you do ur hobby? everytime!!!

From this Tag add in 2 more questions of your own and add 4 people you want to tag

Bazil
Aaron Gumis
Oliver Tiong
Yu Yin Kii

got tagged

Tagged By Isaac J.
1. What's your most favourite colour? Red-bravery
2. Who is the most important to you? Ppl around me... they play a vital part in my life
3. How often do you think of committing suicide? lastime got... but now jarang
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? Yup... i do....
5. How many babies you want? It's up to God....
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Duh... water is a denser object than air... thus causes a spectrum of light...
7. What is your goal for this year? well... talk to her at least...
8. Do you believe in eternity love? Yup....
9. Do you think that the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping? Dunno... i jarang meet him nowadays
10. What are you really afraid of? heights
11. What is your bad habit? stubborn and lazy
12. Do u have a secret crush? yup
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Yup2...
14. What does flying means to you? to fly is to fly
15. What do you crave for the most currently? Study in Japan
16. Are you single/relationship? Single
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words. A guy... hu is a fren of mine... noes guitar
18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy? play dota
19. if you would play music choose the best instrument? does a camera count
20. Who's the best person in ur life? Her

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.



Tagged:

Aaron Gumis
Kelvin Jong
Kelvin Ting
Oliver Tiong
Emmanuel Foong

Tagged... Work Place

K Aaron Gumis... hope tat ur done tagging ppl now... This is the coolest tag i am ever duin... it's a tag tat wants a pic of where u work or spend the most time to do it... like study table... office... building... anything!.... well on to the tag...




As you can see... it's kinda messy... I call tis Exam Mode... u noe wen ur bout to sit for exams, ahem PMR!, u hv no time to clean up or wateva.... ur mind is only on scoring gud marks and stuffs...










Another view of Exam mode... (see the books on the floor)... call me lazy... but i like it... everything's nearby... so all i did was sit down and study....








But u noe its afta PMR now... even the school session has finished... so now it's time to clean up my act... and clean up my mess...




So tadaa... all the PMR-ish books gone... altho kinda messy still... but i'll manage... (the books on the floor now gone... tats jus a weight measurer down there... dun get me wrong... i dun bother checking my weight)









So tis is all the books tat was on the table and floor... sigh... gonna miss them.... ahh hu cares... Lighter please (muahahahaha)!!!! BBQ tonite!!












Well there goes 3 years of learning PMR... feels jus like yesterday i met new fens in form 1... and to think... time flies... the clock never unwind... sigh...

well 2 years of SPM here i come... thougth year ahead... so i pray tat i can survive... for He shall build a path for me... a path tat i will follow.... sigh...

okays.... me gonna tag huever tat is viewing tis rite nw... tats rite Y-O-U!!.... YOU!!!... (laughing maniacally)

Another random... Sista comin bk

well... to add to my blog... my sis is comin bk 2moro... which does add to some gud and bad stuff...

Gud stuff...
-I finaly got 24hour transport
-she promise to pay for my next 2 meals (for getting number 1 and cleaning her room) (laughin maniacally)
-my parents won't get worried wen i am home alone
-burden of taking care of fish reduced
-got home chef
-house will luk a bit cleaner
-can watch Heroes continuously, her laptop oso got alot of movies (thanks to sum software at UTP, Universiti Technology Petronas)
-mum won't get bored for once
-house will luk a bit happpy


Bad stuff
-the nagging machine continues
-less blog post coz she probably be using the net the whole time
-she'll be bossing me around the whole time... sigh
-she'll be teaching me how to cook (hate!)


so tats all i can thing of so far... afta my sis... its my vacation to KL.... and come bk got camp.... damn.... hope i don't get jet lagged or sumting....



> My sista... Tania.... ppl say she luks like a duck... tats y her e-mail got ducks... and stuff...
Didn't noe she was the ex-HSL (Head Section Leader) for St.3's Red Crecscent... was really young bk then...


Those of u wonderin... HSL is the highest post for a red crescent youth unit in skool.... kinda like president





Random post done.... har har har

Thanks for readin.... stop readin liaw.... ok u can stop now... seriously....
ok dun go any further.....

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Bye

YCS Joseph Cardign's Camp 2008

ok... nah... a blog.... afta camp... happy Alex?....




hahaha... YCS camp... was the best tis year... i experience new stuff... expanded my bidayuh dictionary.... met new ppl... make new frens.... It was held on the 17-19 of nov...





The venue.... Kampung Selampit, Lundu
















A rumah Dayak

GROUP PHOTO!!!

more pics at my multiply profile.... just scroll on the right side if ur at my blogger site....

so camp was wonderful... as usual boys get less benefits while girls get more... haiz.... y i say tis.... well i am not complaining bout camp... me jus sayin....

girls get to sleep wit foster parents... boys sleep in the hall (very cold) and chapel (more cooler)....

Then girls get to take bath in a nice bath room... boys shower in the toilet... very cold, lil dirty, and got insects in the morn... sigh...

while girls slept with their foster parents they get to watch tv, hv their own private space... we boys... we'll havoc everywhere...

but wat to do.... at least i enjoyed camp tho...

durin camp we were divided into 10 groups... my group's name was God's Next Generation,

other groups manage to pick koko crunch, star wars.... the most funny one was a group cheer... one group manage to pick mesra,cepat dan betul (Malaysian Police slogan)

well... my most memorable moment about camp (other than teaching bidayuh sesat) was wen my cuz was in the toilet... and his fren waited outside to pass him his towel... so he opened the door with his underwear on... suddenly got girl in front of him... he grab his towel, covered himself, closed the door and yelled "owh S***!!!" multiple times in the toilet... and amazingly the girl laughed... haha...

then there's Pesta Rohani (spiritual festival)... where groups hv to make a drama or a performence.... my group manage to make a performance... we sang Allah Bangkit and Mandalilang (bidayuh version) i manage to get the kampung ppl to get involved in tis too, i lead the group vocally... glad ppl enjoyed it

Sadly... i can't seem to talk to someone hu i longed 4... sigh... miss her so much...

camp drained my energy so much... and i had to stay awake for the last night... coz i had to jaga a sleepwalker... haiz...

tats y i post late la... sorry ha?....

thanks for readin guys....

ZZzzzz

Distraction....

Sigh... the pics for the YCS JC camp is under evaluation.... so be patient.... and thanks for viewing...

I don't want this moment, to ever END,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

Sigh.... so me kinda sleepy... wanna sleep... camp sleep not enuf.... so save tis page.... i'll be sure to post tis 2moro evening...

I'am down to 2 frens!!!....

Wat the HECK... wat goin on with my friendster... I mean really... at 1st i had 334 frens... but now 2!!.... all the years of adding frens wasted.... Why friendster!!! WHY!!!!....

so add me up... go to ur friendster page... and search for my name Damien Dellon, and dun forget to select my hometown which is Malaysia....

Btw... jus sent a email to friendster... I pray that they will answer it personally....

Yeah AGC... hahaha

Yes it's now time to prepare 4 AGC.. Annual Gathering Camp... it's a camp where skools around Kuching come (on their on will) to our school for a week of fun and more fun.... tis camp is on the 8th -12th of December... my b'day 2days b4 camp.... for us St.joe boys... we join the camp jus bcoz we wanna see girls and vice versa... well 4 sum ppl tat is...

and since i'am a form 3, i was chosen to lead a grup with 7 of my other comrades, Daniel Loo (said he can't come to camp), Eric Rundi (said he go to England),and these Form 2ppl > Arthur Kueh, Nigel Roy (always try to escape), David James (i noe he will win)... Roddy Song (ah Beng tat noes how to joke around)

tis years AGC has a higher participation... coz last year was only 10 per grup... now it's about 13... good thing mine is 12... and we called ourselves "Fearless Warriors" ( i wanted it to be named unknown)... and our motto "we fear no challenges"...

I was happy with my grup... i manage to communicate with them and stuff.... Unfortunately there's still alot tat needs to be done... with a group we are suppose to have a group flag, mascot, sketch, perfomance, preparation 4 cooking competition and SAR (Search and Rescue)...

Thus stress builds up... bt i'll manage... thourgh job division... hahaha... but it's not easy wen sum of ur members are quiet.... so terpaksa la... tell them to do it....

well.. all i wanna do at camp is hv fun... since it will be my last as a participant... winning is useless... all i get is a stupid necklaces... and an empty cup....

still i can't wait 4 the last night of camp... man it's gonna be a wild night!!!... hahaha...

BTW: My lens is spoiled....

Rubics Cube...

It's confirmed.... the rubics cube has now become an addiction or a trend among youngsters and teenagers alike to solve... y? u may ask... well it's all thanks to youtube's video... yup2... all you hv 2 do is type "how to solve a rubics cube" and your done it takes about 10mins to digest the video... 1 day to noe it's algorithm by heart (if u play it often)... and with tat vid u can solve the rubics cube in 1 minute... coz i manage to do it within tat time... cool ehh?... but now me kinda rusty... + my rubics kinda worn out... the best rubics cube can be found in tHe Spring... top floor... buy the original one... so wen u turn one side it will be smooth

well the record time was 7+ seconds coz that guy used his own algorithm... my fren's one of them...
So tats it with mankind most hardest puzzle... thanks 2 YOUTUBE!!!...

I did do a post based on this... here's the link>

http://damn93.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-solved-arubics-cube.html

i noe it says arubics cube... to me it sounds correct
it has the youtube video on it too... so 4 u guys nw havin a mid life crisis... or maybe thinking ur old, buy a rubics cube and show how to solve it in front of your colleagues or frens... they might think ur cool...

tats all... BTW Bangkok Dangerous rocks... hahaha laugh a lot... i noe it's an 18pl movie... guess the cashier tot i was 18... cool!!!...