WHY?

Why I must be so over-confident!!!!
Just because of that stupid feeling I've flunked everything. I just thought that Form 4 would be easy because all my friends (now Form 5) all had felt down. So I thought it would be okay to go head on taking in everything with a positive mind. I thought that i knew everything (averagely) but it turns out that its not.

I know that on my last post I said that I'll study just to get marks which are satisfying. Well looks like I have to work harder just to reach that ranking.

What I lack in my studies?
I lack in many different ways. One thing is insufficient exercise (mentally not physically). Arrange up my time. I have to know where I want to go and not to drift away just because of a particular friend. I have to learn to say no to unnecessary actions that will trouble me. Sometimes being inactive in terms of extracurricular activities will be good. Cause I feel like I am trapped in a spider's web saying "what a mess have I got myself into".

What I am gonna do?
I am gonna reduce my activities right now. As in no longer sign up in school activities except for those which I have already pledged my commitment to. Pray that my burdens will be lighten. Not gonna under estimate exams anymore SPM is SPM. Study!!!!




~No pain no gain~
The old Damien signing out


Parents are gonna kill me when they look at my report card.