Just sit down and count until ten

I know this post won't fit with the previous post I have just posted. But my feelings were tampered with.

How I wish we could restart it all over but she doesn't want too. I mean just a simple Hi to me will do and make sure that everything is alright. Don't just stand there and talk to your friends. When I pass by you won't even look at me. No reaction inside you. It makes me feel bad.

Even though I have lost that 'feeling' for her she still keeps on bugging me. Just yesterday she went to my tuition. I thought it was a turn for the good but it became worst. In addition I have to bare this until my tuition ends!

Sigh, I just wanna pack up my bags and go to another country. Start a new life, delete all my previous internet accounts and make new ones. Including this blog. How I wish it could just happen a *snap*.

But now all I can do is sit down and bare the pain until someone who knows what is going on with me tells that girl and like I said until my tuition ends . Even activities which involves urm nevermind. I am now running out of patience. I thought I was free that time but its coming back to me.

ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

there...all gone and expressed... comment if u wanna... dunno hows that gonna help...

owh wait... was supposed to count from 1 till ten.... darn!!!