People
They don't mean a thing to you
They move right through you
Just like your breath
But sometimes
I still think of you
And I just wanted to
Just wanted you to know
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake
Sometimes
I forget I'm still awake
I fuck up and say these things out loud
My old friend
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Honest Mistake
Yours truly, Damien at 8:51 AM 0 comments Links to this post
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Invasion of Privacy
Yeah.... I know that I've been blogging for a while now. My family and my friends have been viewing it. Especially my family...
Yeah tats right... my family.... now that my whole family noes my blog.... they using my post against me....
like my previous post.... well.... it was kinda private... now they all noe bout it..... and using it agains me
so lesson learned.... be more happy wen blogging.... and hide your true feelings.... and your loved one name....
haha.... u can't use post against me nw....
Yours truly, Damien at 12:43 AM 2 comments Links to this post
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Tic tock, tic tock
as time passes on... i can't seem to get you off my head...
ever since the moment i woke up today... till now...
so as the time comes nearer...
I wonder if i should do it or not?
If i did... will u like it?
If i ask tat simple question... will you say yes?
bt still, 1 thing is still fogging me...
do you even like me?
If not then y?, was it b'coz of my stupidity last year?...
and don worry, you won't see a man cry...
for the sight of you keeps on pondering on my head...
your beautiful hair... angelic smile...
and eyes that i can stare upon all the time...
even talking to you makes me nervous...
I dunno if i am goin too fast...
maybe i am...
tats y i always thought u'ld say no...
bt if you do... then its ok
Tis emptiness will be with me till the end...
or atleast till u say yes...
...
Yours truly, Damien at 9:09 AM 6 comments Links to this post
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Calling all techies
yes... all techies... if u noe all the stuff bout computers of course..
now i have a problem. I have recently upgraded my Windows Messenger to a 2009 version. which was yesterday. and now today i can't seem to log in.
i did this repeatedly. i even did the troubleshooting part. still no signing in. so pls help...
for ur info.... i've already check my firewall and its is confirmed tat my messenger is allowed pass the firewall.... and yes i double checked
so any advices?
Yours truly, Damien at 6:44 AM 4 comments Links to this post
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Blogging risk
wow... blogging has been the best thing I've ever done. It has been my internet journal.
But then there's always some bad stuff when it comes to good stuff. Like medicines and side affects.
But let me start with the good part.
Lets say your a journalist, documenting a situation in a different country. Say a country in war. So you imagine he situation your in. There is bombs flying around your head, bullets whooshing the skies and worst yet are the terrorist.
Yes terrorist, who are able to capture you and keep you cause they think your a spy for the opposite force. So you keep on repeating your a journalist on duty for a News Agency back @ home. But they don't believe you. Then something came to mind. You have a blog and you just tell them to seach your name on the internet. So the terrorist did and it turns out they found your blog, together with all your informtion in your profile.
So the journalist was set free. Haha, unbelievable right?. Well its true. Kinda, well its possible.
Next bad stuff. Did you know that all your information is on your internet social accounts. I won't say it cause it might pose a threat to me too.
So all your information is on your social internet accounts. Even though you use a fake username intelligent sources can still get details of you.
Now, I give you this situation. You are about to be the head of a known top organisation. But you can't just simple be like that in a flash so relevant authorities will look into your records. They would like to know who are you, where you came from, do you have any criminal records - so on and so forth. They will also be cross reffering to a checklist, making sure that you are eligible to be in that very post. Then, its just like you got a 90% chance now to get the post.
Suddenly some of the authorities search your name on the net and look at what have they found. They have found your "double life". From this they are able to find other people who have known you. I emphasize "who have known you". Now why that. Because these are the people that you might have left out, hated, or never got in touch with.
So they interviewed one of them, and it turns out to be one of you friends whom you betrayed. Being that he tells all the juice about you. Yup, all the information that have not been recorded and therefore not making you head of the organisation. Why? cause your friend squeled on you. He told them your "darkside".
So, its clear people. We should be more responsible on the net even in blogging. Nowadays blogging is exapanding reaching more and more people. Thus more secrets can be told.
There's still a bit more I can add to this post but alas its getting late...
so till then. Have a safe blogging, surfing, and updating!!
Yours truly, Damien at 9:45 AM 4 comments Links to this post
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
My phone is back... bt its worst
Finally got my phone bk yesterday... afta i send it for repair last year... which was afta PMR... i waited so long... and now ... haaa
so i went thru all my folders in the phone... jus to be amazed by indon pics in my memory card... even the moment i turned it on... my main menu was in BM.... darn u!!...
other than tat... its now a bit difficult to open my phone... if u compare my Nokia 5300 (original) with other phones of the same version... u'll have a prob to open mine.... its like... wen u open the slide for a new phone... jus 1 push of the thumb... and tadaa... open... bt mine... PUSH!!!.... open liao...
so with tat... i am planning to sell of my phone... jus like wat the tauke told me...
bt i dunno wat price to start from... its either i sell to a dealer or my frens...
tats it... i guess... haha
Yours truly, Damien at 6:23 AM 0 comments Links to this post
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Played in the Rain
darn rain... I've went for duty on saturday morn... and the lake @ Reservoir Park got bigger.... serious.... haiya
Nw I am afraid tat my cam can grow moss due to tis rain... and increase in air humidity....
then yeah... so far i spent the whole day outside.... basking in the rain... really..... i got duty in morn... and meeting in afternoon.... went bk @ 5.... really wet...
so tats the life of an active person....
then i went bk... i felt so angry... dunno y.... i jus wish theres a punching bag i my home... so tat i can direct all my anger there... jus last evening... i pucnhed a wall.... continuously....
must be insuffiecient sleep....
so tats it... owh yeah.... 1 week of skool.... was ok... if u minus all the homework... and SPM stress....
for now.... till then....
AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours truly, Damien at 9:36 AM 2 comments Links to this post
Monday, January 5, 2009
1st day of School
5th January 2009... marks the day that skools reopen... sum can't wait for skool, having to meet with their friends... others well they jus can't wait for next year... coz they can drive tat time... haha....
So skool so far was ok... i felt kinda sleepy.... even tho i slept early... bt then i miss my 3am curfew... haha
I manage to be in 4B tis year... everyone there seems ok... all of them were freindly...
so... tats it... haha... and it is skul time... so there won't be much update from time 2 time... possibly only weekly updates... and tats the best i can do... since i am a form 4...
and i need advice here... there's 10 subjects in SPM... should i take 1 more... cos i feel like i wan 2....
if i do... wat should it be... Accounts, Bible Studies, Economics.... I am interested in Bible Studies... bt ppl say its difficult...
HELP!!!
Yours truly, Damien at 2:46 AM 2 comments Links to this post
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2008 in pics
Looking at my 2008 photo album... and I am impressed to say that I have 35.2Gigs of pictures in my external drive, from the beginning of January to the moment I counted down to the new year. But still I don't know how many times I clicked on my camera, probably a million times. But still I wonder what does 2009 has in store for me.
With my cousin's wedding as my 1st photography assignment, and many more to go as I am the President of my school's Photography Club. Add to that YCS. Haiya I am the only Form 4 in committee, so I'll probably be President again. I wonder if the school allows a student to be President of two clubs in the same time.
Since Form 4 is gonna be the toughest year, as according to my seniors, I am sure gonna stress a lot during Form 4. But still, Agi Idup Agi Ngelaban. As long as we live we have to face challenges.
I was thinking of making a 2008 album online. But it seems that I have a lot of photos. Hahaha.
So thats it guys... I'll be in Sri Aman today... be bk tis evening.... I will be on9 the whole time... so add me on msn...
originaldamnkid_1@hotmail.com
Yours truly, Damien at 8:27 AM 0 comments Links to this post




