Subliminal messages

Subliminal messages... Are really helpful... jus receive 1 on the day me writing this... so... all i can say... to the messenger... thank you for informing early... if nt i would've spoiled myself... bt being friends still would be ok... haha...

Exam is over

Exam is over... thus stress comes... as more activities needed to be organized and attended to... bt must remember the theme.... relax!

found this vid that i like...
Haruka Kanata... very energetic... esp the intro...



Then there is this Japanese Band... that sings in English... Beat Crusaders.... haha



Everyone thinks Japanese talking english is funny... wait till they see this...



Thats all i guess

Addictions

Addicted to



And also



And this also

Hate Me - Blue October

I am nt emo... I just like this song

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, and a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
'Till I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away," just make a smile
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
For You x3

Relax

Chill... Relax

Planetshakers - BEAUTIFUL SAVIOR

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you



That Friday, P&W at WCO was incredible when this song was played. Tears fell. mistakes recalled...
I know what I need in my life and that is none other than you JESUS!!!...

Kuching is a small town

Kuching is small. If you look at it. because being in Form 4 now I've been involve with a few activities in school which relates me to the city. I am not surprised to see familiar faces around.

Whats more hard to believe is that people I know are related to the people I know. But I don't know that they were related which makes me think its a small world.
Like wow...


A word for those who read my blog. Please don't bring it up to public. If you read it don't spread it. This is where I express my thoughts and urm... you know la (previous post)... So please la ho..

then if you really wanna talk bout it... talk bout it in private. dont go bursting in the public and say i said this in a blog... otherwise I might as well stop blogging here... or limit my blog to selected viewers who I trust...

Just sit down and count until ten

I know this post won't fit with the previous post I have just posted. But my feelings were tampered with.

How I wish we could restart it all over but she doesn't want too. I mean just a simple Hi to me will do and make sure that everything is alright. Don't just stand there and talk to your friends. When I pass by you won't even look at me. No reaction inside you. It makes me feel bad.

Even though I have lost that 'feeling' for her she still keeps on bugging me. Just yesterday she went to my tuition. I thought it was a turn for the good but it became worst. In addition I have to bare this until my tuition ends!

Sigh, I just wanna pack up my bags and go to another country. Start a new life, delete all my previous internet accounts and make new ones. Including this blog. How I wish it could just happen a *snap*.

But now all I can do is sit down and bare the pain until someone who knows what is going on with me tells that girl and like I said until my tuition ends . Even activities which involves urm nevermind. I am now running out of patience. I thought I was free that time but its coming back to me.

ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

there...all gone and expressed... comment if u wanna... dunno hows that gonna help...

owh wait... was supposed to count from 1 till ten.... darn!!!

Reborn... in a new life...a beautiful one

I feel renewed in His presence
after a long time persevering through temptations
I know that He is with me...

As the song goes in Bapa Yang Kekal:-

Takkan Kau biarkan
Aku melangkah hanya sendirian
Kau selalu ada bagiku
Sbab Kau Bapaku
Bapa yang kekal....

It puts me to tears when hear that part of the song. I love that song.

Now as life with Him continues, I still life my life up to Him. Thats the motto of my life.


So how am I these days. Fine thanks. Exam is coming up soon and I need time to study. I just pray that i won't get distracted now till exam. I hope I can catch up on my studies too.

Basiclly thats all I am worried by now. Afta that would be Prefect installation. Just hope that my post will be easy. Being senior and all isn't easy but I still can pull through. In His guidance.

Then there's KAYD. Can't wait for that.